Shady1324

It's over... It's not like I did not already know that but I guess I'm finally understanding the full extent of exactly what happened. I'm shattered! I've lost my family, again. How exactly am I supposed to move on from this again? I can't. I can't just walk away and completely give up all hope, I just dont have it in me, even tho I know there is no hope left. I will forever hold on. I love you, I miss you, I need you!

Daddy loves you more than life itself! Your a blessing that came into my life and every single day I'm more and more thankful that I have the most amazing daughter on the planet. Thank you dehlilah, thank you for giving me happiness and a reason to carry on. Words are not enough to describe or explain just how much you mean to me. Your a princess, and you deserve more than I could ever provide for you, I will do my best and give my all for you no matter what life throws our way. I'm sorry I'm not there with you now, I'm sorry I couldn't pit you to bed and I'm sorry I could not wake you up with lots of birthday love, hugs, and kisses.  I'm sor

Hope Waiting, the clock ticks slower and slower as the seconds pass. Hesitant joy overwhelms his sad sole. An unexplained sense of positivity creeps in. Send, receive, send, receive, send Finally, a connection. A distant connection but a connection none the less. Refresh Time stops, realizations set in, a broken heart begins to crumble. Unable to walk, unable to talk, unable to grasp onto his speeding thoughts he blindly reaches out for something that no longer exists. He waits Hope